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- I want to take a moment to say congratulations to myself for making the better choice of staying alive.
Just 4 months ago I was ready to end my life. I had no idea how to manage dealing with a past abuser coming back into my life, invading my work space, somewhere I finally felt safe and far from my past. It made me confront all the trauma I hid away inside my films and photography. I relapsed and it took the love of friends, family, and strangers to keep me afloat but I had to finally make a decision. Do I keep repeating these cycles or do I finally find the strength to break these patterns?
So I did something I’ve never done before. I finally stopped hiding my feelings and dismissing myself as crazy and addressed every escape behavior, every silent part of me I ignored thinking it didn’t matter to heal those old wounds. It’s still a work in progress but I feel worlds away from who I was in November. Out of a space where I thought the only way out was by killing myself came a new solution: loving myself louder in spite of being controlled by my ptsd & depression.
So I wrote a book of poems that capture this transformation, this acceptance of who I am, and this declaration that I am more than what has happened to me. Tomorrow I’ll be changing my life for the better when I perform for the first time again in 7 years. All that I create, all that I say, all that I am doing is in the name of healing.
I hope to see you there. 🌺
- "Choose, everyday to forgive yourself. You are human, flawed, and most of all worthy of love."
— Alison Malee
Fine art shoot for @carlaoh23
- another pic from @ngadc from a while back , sorry for all the dc pics lol probs going to take some cool ones soon so 👀👀👀👀👀
- I need some movies to watch this weekend. What are your your two favorite movies you recommend?
- chicas normales vs chicas con parkas tiesas
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- Happy Friday! Hope y’all are having a great day!!! 💛
I will be posting more kink friendly work- if any models are interested in working together on empowering kink/bdsm sessions please DM me, I am very passionate in the kink world and I can’t wait to involve it more with my art. Thanks for the support everyone 🖤
- I bought yet another plant today, I have no room for it but I have no regrets !🌿
- “I am unfinished, I’ve got so much left to learn” - Ben Platt (Grow as we go)
I’ve got a lot to learn about myself. We all do. Taking the weekend to focus on myself and keep moving forward and staying positive. Learning what makes me happy and surrounding myself with positive people (shout out to @janeksimmons on muting the negative and keeping life positive).
- Remember me as i was, not as i am
- Happy first day of spring
- She lives in the poetry she cannot write