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- Remember that life is a gift - allow yourself to walk with pride and self-love and enjoy life because you’re worth it!! Just by way of existing!! In today’s accelerated world that has become increasingly anxious, hectic and superficial, never has it been more important for us all to disrupt our default mode; take a long collective breath; and make the very deliberate decision to live each moment more purposefully, less passively, more bravely, less fearfully, more freely, more filled with gratitude and more joyfully. I’ve learned to practice more mindfulness, create more balance in my life, say no more often, purge what no longer serves me, and surround myself with positive and nurturing vibes in order to adopt an attitude of gratitude and yield more success in everything that I do, whether it’s real estate, my blog, or my other business.
What do you do to create more success and fulfillment in your day to day life?
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- IT GAINED THE UPPER HAND OVER ME💘
Let’s start this story all over again. Hi, my name is Julia and I’m a singer. And the person you see on the those pictures is me. On rare occasions, I project myself as a singer, although I’m kinda creative individual. Sooo, shall we...?
At the age of 4👻, when my parents were full of watching the numerous performances of mine at home, they made a decision to let me ‘speak in public’ before a large audience. They must have been thinking that their super energetic child would blow off some steam and give vent to her feelings at the musical school. Guess what? – It totally worked. And how!!
Yeah, my ‘career’ went into overdrive in quite a short period of time, and there I was... began appearing on the stage, holding a microphone tight in the shaky hands and listening with awe to my own voice coming from the sound speakers. (specially sensitive natures are better stop reading at this point😝. I’m making this based on life events, ample and faithful narrative because it’s a big part of my life, which you, guys, didn’t know about, yet).
Back to the topic, you have pictured in mind that little, shy girl acting on the stage as a brave, artistic and fearless warrior, right? You know what.. not much changed since those times. But we’ll get to it later on.
As a major subject, I had the piano classes 🎹. Indeed, I was good at it back then (just always hated learning the notes as I started playing a new piece of music. Ufff, still remember, how terrible it felt seeing all kids going crazy outside, and me – forced by mom to stay home – and do my ‘homework’). Leaping ahead, I’m so grateful to her for knowing exactly what I needed and helping me to achieve a great result. I constantly took part in vocal and piano competitions where won a prize. Love my gold collection 🥇and proud of it being the ‘fruit’ of my hard work and diligence. It took 10 years so far.
When I turned 15 and graduated from the musical school my biggest dream came true: I changed the academic singing into the pop vocal. 🎤 I joined the vocal group #Vitamin’Us, and it is what I call the love of my life. (keep reading in the comment⬇️)
Yes I am weak
Yes I am mentally weak
Yes I am mentally unhealthy
Yes I was ashamed to share this or I dont know why, something was pulling me, something was stoping me
I can't even share this to my parents, they will think I am mad
Yes I am in a cage of DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY
I am suffering, I am carrying this weight inside me from 2-3 years or more than it
No I am not selfish, I dont have an ego
But Yes I am self isolating,I dont know what is stoping me, I dont know what is pulling me back, what kind of fear is this, I have a fear to lose, I have a bad thinking that whoever I love will go away, will betray this and this happened with me many times
No I am not lazy
But Yes I am silently fighting, with myself, but I dont know why
No I am not rude, I dont have a bad attitude, I dont even have an attitude
But yes something irritates me.
I ruminate alot, Sometime Intrusive thoughts are so louder that I could not even hear my own voice
No I dont want failure, I am afraid of losing, the thought of losing eats me
But yes sometime I have no urge to be productive
Yes I always wanted to be sorrounded by more and more friends.
But now I dont even want to pick up any one's call, I am afraid, afraid to trust.
No I dont want to be lonely
But Yes I want to be alone
Some nights I spend without sleep and some days I dont even want to wake up
Everyone thinks that I dont care, even my parents think it too.
But I care very much and I am unable to express normal emotions
Something is eating me from inside
Why am I so tensed?
Its feeling everything at once then paralyzingly numb
Yes I want therapy
Yes I want back me
Yes I want that Old Happy Normal Me
#NotAshamed #Depression #DepressionandAnxiety #Anxiety #MentalHealth #livelovelaugh