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  • Remember, every time they put you down…that is about you. Every time you cry about their inability to love… that is about you. Every time you wait for something that may be in the future… that is about you and your desire to keep seeking that, which doesn’t make you happy in the here and now.

We choose people subconsciously. They are put in our path to show us the way. You can make it about them or you can make it about yourself. You can create your life or you can let them create it for you. Which do you want?

I choose me, I want to create my own life and my own future.

What they think of you isn’t a reflection of you and it isn’t a truth. The only meaning it has is the meaning you place on it. Their validation means nothing. You need more.

So, seek validation from within. Create your own reality. If you ask me, “How do I do this?” All I can say is, “Little by little. Day by day. One piece at a time”. Just do it. Take a step in the right direction.

Ask yourself, “Do I deserve more?” If the little voice in the back of your head says, “yes,” then you have your answer. Stop ignoring yourself. #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #depression #selfcare #selflove #mentalillness #love #therapy #health #wellness #mentalhealthmatters #motivation #mindfulness #recovery #healing #ptsd #fitness #psychology #bipolar #wellbeing #life #loveyourself #inspiration #meditation #positivevibes #happiness #trauma #support #bhfyp
  • Remember, every time they put you down…that is about you. Every time you cry about their inability to love… that is about you. Every time you wait for something that may be in the future… that is about you and your desire to keep seeking that, which doesn’t make you happy in the here and now.

    We choose people subconsciously. They are put in our path to show us the way. You can make it about them or you can make it about yourself. You can create your life or you can let them create it for you. Which do you want?

    I choose me, I want to create my own life and my own future.

    What they think of you isn’t a reflection of you and it isn’t a truth. The only meaning it has is the meaning you place on it. Their validation means nothing. You need more.

    So, seek validation from within. Create your own reality. If you ask me, “How do I do this?” All I can say is, “Little by little. Day by day. One piece at a time”. Just do it. Take a step in the right direction.

    Ask yourself, “Do I deserve more?” If the little voice in the back of your head says, “yes,” then you have your answer. Stop ignoring yourself. #mentalhealthawareness #anxiety #depression #selfcare #selflove #mentalillness #love #therapy #health #wellness #mentalhealthmatters #motivation #mindfulness #recovery #healing #ptsd #fitness #psychology #bipolar #wellbeing #life #loveyourself #inspiration #meditation #positivevibes #happiness #trauma #support #bhfyp

  •  7  0  9 minutes ago
  • Not everyone can have Children, FACT! But can the world stop shoving it in our face please? Had no Internet for 2 days went back to normal tv.  All it was where adds of happy family’s in homes, cooking, gardening or what ever the company wanted to sell. They stayed safe & hip, used the regular white family, the family of mixed nationalities, the single parent & the homosexual family. But why can’t a single person be happing cooking? Why can’t a couple with out children do the garden? 
It’s hurtful enough what mine & many relationships look like we are faulty & going against every by the book but let alone the questions why, why, why and you will have on! Please leave us alone so and done push the questions if we are giving back one word answers. We will talk about it when ready & saying we will have one when we know we can’t is just plain stupid & cruel. Come on, your bring up kids you should be setting an example on how to be polite and not ask insensitive questions! 
So I ask kindly before you go oh you guys have been together now when’s the baby it’s the best thing in the world the love I have is incredible. Oh wait you can’t have children don’t listen to the doctors a friend of a friend was told that and has 3! Doctors know nothing. You need to have one as is it complete your family and you living the best life.
  • Not everyone can have Children, FACT! But can the world stop shoving it in our face please? Had no Internet for 2 days went back to normal tv. All it was where adds of happy family’s in homes, cooking, gardening or what ever the company wanted to sell. They stayed safe & hip, used the regular white family, the family of mixed nationalities, the single parent & the homosexual family. But why can’t a single person be happing cooking? Why can’t a couple with out children do the garden?
    It’s hurtful enough what mine & many relationships look like we are faulty & going against every by the book but let alone the questions why, why, why and you will have on! Please leave us alone so and done push the questions if we are giving back one word answers. We will talk about it when ready & saying we will have one when we know we can’t is just plain stupid & cruel. Come on, your bring up kids you should be setting an example on how to be polite and not ask insensitive questions!
    So I ask kindly before you go oh you guys have been together now when’s the baby it’s the best thing in the world the love I have is incredible. Oh wait you can’t have children don’t listen to the doctors a friend of a friend was told that and has 3! Doctors know nothing. You need to have one as is it complete your family and you living the best life.

  •  9  3  12 minutes ago
  • When you can’t work because you’re unwell, but not unwell enough to hold down a casual job, but considered high functioning, but actually dying inside. 
Keeping up with health care costs is impossible. This doesn’t include psychiatrist appoints. ($275/2weeks) or other specialist appointments. 
This doesn’t include loss of income from hospital stays, or the cost of even entering a treatment facility ($200 upfront minimum). It’s no wonder people can’t keep up with staying well. 
And I’m in a lucky country with Medicare and a comprehensive PBS (pharmaceuticals benefits scheme)

Accessibility text: screenshot reads medication list. “Brexpiprazole: $147/month
Quetiapine: $47/2months
Lamotrigine: $52/2months
Metformin: $30/2months
Fish Oil: $22/1.5months
Mag+Vit D supplement: $50/2months
=$348 for a rough 2 months of pills.
Ain’t easy being queasy.” #mentalhealth #bipolar #medication #medicare #mentalilness #chronicillness #tenpillsaday
  • When you can’t work because you’re unwell, but not unwell enough to hold down a casual job, but considered high functioning, but actually dying inside.
    Keeping up with health care costs is impossible. This doesn’t include psychiatrist appoints. ($275/2weeks) or other specialist appointments.
    This doesn’t include loss of income from hospital stays, or the cost of even entering a treatment facility ($200 upfront minimum). It’s no wonder people can’t keep up with staying well.
    And I’m in a lucky country with Medicare and a comprehensive PBS (pharmaceuticals benefits scheme)

    Accessibility text: screenshot reads medication list. “Brexpiprazole: $147/month
    Quetiapine: $47/2months
    Lamotrigine: $52/2months
    Metformin: $30/2months
    Fish Oil: $22/1.5months
    Mag+Vit D supplement: $50/2months
    =$348 for a rough 2 months of pills.
    Ain’t easy being queasy.” #mentalhealth #bipolar #medication #medicare #mentalilness #chronicillness #tenpillsaday

  •  0  0  12 minutes ago
  • So, the page is taking a new path. I will be spending the day shadowing, Mr @lakelandcbd some time in March. If you have any questions about CBD and the effect is has on #mentalhealth, #anxiety,  #depression  In my case #bipolar. We will hit you up with a date, that said it will likely be Mid - March. Dont forget you can get 10% off most products using PROMOCODE ' ITSINU2 '. #cbdoil #cbd #hemp #cannabis #cbdhealth  #cannabiscommunity #cbdheals #hempoil  #health #thc #cbdcommunity #cbdflowers #cbdbenefits #organic #vape #cannabisculture #cannabidiol #wellness #weed #cbdisolate #cbdcures #sale #nowon #at #lakelandcbd
  • So, the page is taking a new path. I will be spending the day shadowing, Mr @lakelandcbd some time in March. If you have any questions about CBD and the effect is has on #mentalhealth, #anxiety, #depression In my case #bipolar. We will hit you up with a date, that said it will likely be Mid - March. Dont forget you can get 10% off most products using PROMOCODE ' ITSINU2 '. #cbdoil #cbd #hemp #cannabis #cbdhealth #cannabiscommunity #cbdheals #hempoil #health #thc #cbdcommunity #cbdflowers #cbdbenefits #organic #vape #cannabisculture #cannabidiol #wellness #weed #cbdisolate #cbdcures #sale #nowon #at #lakelandcbd

  •  3  0  13 minutes ago
  • My newest rambling blog post is about hypomania. Can you relate? Link in bio. www.bipolarama.com
  • My newest rambling blog post is about hypomania. Can you relate? Link in bio. www.bipolarama.com

  •  4  3  16 minutes ago
  • Gratitude post #13 - I’m grateful to whoever invented TMS & my doctor for getting me onto it. Excuse the super shiny forehead - I am an oily bugger.

In case you don’t know: TMS stands for trans-cranial magnetic stimulation. It sends magnetic wave through a specific area of the brain to stimulate neurons in that area. Where the waves are used depends on what you’re being treated for. It can be used to treat both a depressive state, or an anxious or manic state. It does much more complicated than I understand.

The great things about TMS is that it does not require general anaesthetic, trigger any seizures, or cause short term memory loss, which are all parts of ECT (the electroshock option that does work well for some people.) It’s not for everyone - some people get headaches or get sleepy. And sometimes people don’t feel it’s made much of a difference. The great news is smart people all over the world are seeing how TMS can assist in treating or managing other neural anomalies like dyslexia or autism.

I’m thankful that it does help me. My agitated state has passed so now I’m just more switched on, which means I feel more like doing things. It’s really good to feel like myself. 😊 Still getting used to being around people - it can still be overwhelming, & my body image issues aren’t helping, & general shame - but it’ll get better. Thank you for reading if you got to this point. 👍🏻 #TMS #bipolar #depression #mentalhealth #mentalillness #gratitude #grateful
  • Gratitude post #13 - I’m grateful to whoever invented TMS & my doctor for getting me onto it. Excuse the super shiny forehead - I am an oily bugger.

    In case you don’t know: TMS stands for trans-cranial magnetic stimulation. It sends magnetic wave through a specific area of the brain to stimulate neurons in that area. Where the waves are used depends on what you’re being treated for. It can be used to treat both a depressive state, or an anxious or manic state. It does much more complicated than I understand.

    The great things about TMS is that it does not require general anaesthetic, trigger any seizures, or cause short term memory loss, which are all parts of ECT (the electroshock option that does work well for some people.) It’s not for everyone - some people get headaches or get sleepy. And sometimes people don’t feel it’s made much of a difference. The great news is smart people all over the world are seeing how TMS can assist in treating or managing other neural anomalies like dyslexia or autism.

    I’m thankful that it does help me. My agitated state has passed so now I’m just more switched on, which means I feel more like doing things. It’s really good to feel like myself. 😊 Still getting used to being around people - it can still be overwhelming, & my body image issues aren’t helping, & general shame - but it’ll get better. Thank you for reading if you got to this point. 👍🏻 #TMS #bipolar #depression #mentalhealth #mentalillness #gratitude #grateful

  •  3  0  18 minutes ago
  • I was wondering why it was so dark outside. I had no idea it was 730pm. I took a Benadryl induced depression nap. I felt so severely depressed; I wanted to escape the pain. I HATE living with bipolar 1. It’s astronomically more difficult when no one in your family talks to you. I really do not get why I am still here. What purpose does God have for me? Why can’t Jesus come get me and take me Home? Take me to my mansion next door to my Great Grandmother? Actual thoughts. Pain. Anguish. The only reason I am here is my faith. I do not have the right to take my life. That’s God’s right. He put me on this earth and He decides when I go. That doesn’t mean the devil doesn’t tempt me otherwise. I fight the enemy during dark times with bible verses. If I wasn’t a Christian, I would not be here. I am still grateful to Jesus and God - despite my pain and circumstances. #Jesus #God #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar1 #bipolar #faith #healing #bipolardepression #bookofjames
  • I was wondering why it was so dark outside. I had no idea it was 730pm. I took a Benadryl induced depression nap. I felt so severely depressed; I wanted to escape the pain. I HATE living with bipolar 1. It’s astronomically more difficult when no one in your family talks to you. I really do not get why I am still here. What purpose does God have for me? Why can’t Jesus come get me and take me Home? Take me to my mansion next door to my Great Grandmother? Actual thoughts. Pain. Anguish. The only reason I am here is my faith. I do not have the right to take my life. That’s God’s right. He put me on this earth and He decides when I go. That doesn’t mean the devil doesn’t tempt me otherwise. I fight the enemy during dark times with bible verses. If I wasn’t a Christian, I would not be here. I am still grateful to Jesus and God - despite my pain and circumstances. #Jesus #God #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bipolar1 #bipolar #faith #healing #bipolardepression #bookofjames

  •  5  1  19 minutes ago
  • I am the current Uno Champion in the Parker household. Being home sick was not how I anticipated my Wednesday but here we are. -

Thankfully my husband was off today too so he helped with the kiddos and took care of me. -

Have you been sick this year??
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#christlike #faith #christian #jesuslover #bible #thoughts #Godisgood #lifestyle #turntojesus #mom #momlife #insecurities #mentalhealth #bipolar #depression #type1diabetic #progress #health #wellness #coach #flu #sickness #fluseason #sickday #uno #cardgame #unochamp
  • I am the current Uno Champion in the Parker household. Being home sick was not how I anticipated my Wednesday but here we are. -

    Thankfully my husband was off today too so he helped with the kiddos and took care of me. -

    Have you been sick this year??
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    #christlike #faith #christian #jesuslover #bible #thoughts #Godisgood #lifestyle #turntojesus #mom #momlife #insecurities #mentalhealth #bipolar #depression #type1diabetic #progress #health #wellness #coach #flu #sickness #fluseason #sickday #uno #cardgame #unochamp

  •  3  0  28 minutes ago
  • Are you 𝐒𝐎 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺, back to back appointments, 𝐡𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 & 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠?! Well I am here to remind you that 𝐘𝐎𝐔 are 𝗪𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐘 of SO MUCH 𝘔𝘖𝘙𝘌!

I see people 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 all around me & that's because they 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭 to take care of their 𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬. Rather are driven by the hustle & grind of what they 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐞 to be 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵.

Toss that "𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘳" to the side & start paying 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 to what 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 & 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘵 need in order to be 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 & 𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝 while experiencing 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝐣𝐨𝐲 & 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺!

You are 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 SO much more than your 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺 schedule. 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞, you ain't fooling 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 because you're so damn busy. What that really says to the world is that you're not taking time pause & listen to your inner guide.

I account for each moment in my day, especially now that my plate has gotten much bigger. AND I still create time for connection, love, healing, passion, joy, vulnerability & 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲...for 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡.

If I can, YOU can! Let's gooo!! 💜 🦄 💋 Love & light!
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#hustleandgrind #hustle #laurenashleykay #breaththerapist #breathwork #selfhealer #consciousness #mentalwellness #manicdepression #bipolar #bipolardepression #depressionwarrior #mentalhealthjourney #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthadvice #mentalhealthcoach #adhdproblems #vulnerability #vulnerabilityisstrength #adhdlife #ptsdrecovery #traumahealing #bipolar2 #bipolarawareness #holistichealing  #beyoustopapologizing #alcoholfree #masteryourbreathmindlife  #alternativehealthcare
  • Are you 𝐒𝐎 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺, back to back appointments, 𝐡𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 & 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠?! Well I am here to remind you that 𝐘𝐎𝐔 are 𝗪𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐇𝐘 of SO MUCH 𝘔𝘖𝘙𝘌!

    I see people 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭 all around me & that's because they 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘭 to take care of their 𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐬. Rather are driven by the hustle & grind of what they 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐞 to be 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘵.

    Toss that "𝘣𝘢𝘥𝘨𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘳" to the side & start paying 𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 to what 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺, 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 & 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘵 need in order to be 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 & 𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝 while experiencing 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝐣𝐨𝐲 & 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺!

    You are 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 SO much more than your 𝘣𝘶𝘴𝘺 schedule. 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞, you ain't fooling 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 because you're so damn busy. What that really says to the world is that you're not taking time pause & listen to your inner guide.

    I account for each moment in my day, especially now that my plate has gotten much bigger. AND I still create time for connection, love, healing, passion, joy, vulnerability & 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲...for 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐡.

    If I can, YOU can! Let's gooo!! 💜 🦄 💋 Love & light!
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    #hustleandgrind #hustle #laurenashleykay #breaththerapist #breathwork #selfhealer #consciousness #mentalwellness #manicdepression #bipolar #bipolardepression #depressionwarrior #mentalhealthjourney #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthadvice #mentalhealthcoach #adhdproblems #vulnerability #vulnerabilityisstrength #adhdlife #ptsdrecovery #traumahealing #bipolar2 #bipolarawareness #holistichealing #beyoustopapologizing #alcoholfree #masteryourbreathmindlife #alternativehealthcare

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  •  28  3  30 minutes ago
  • Tomorrow makes a week. Thank you ❤️.
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  • Tomorrow makes a week. Thank you ❤️.
    #Bipolar

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  • Just a little reminder to start your day off: 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭.⁣⁣⁣
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You are not unwell because you “deserve to feel that way”.⁣⁣⁣
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You are not ill because you are a “bad person”. ⁣⁣⁣
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Nothing you said or did or didn’t do/say “caused” your illness.⁣⁣
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Your illness does not mean you are weak or lesser or unworthy or unlovable or not enough. ⁣⁣⁣
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It is a battle you wake up and fight every day. You haven’t given up and I’m so f*cking proud of you. Look at how beautiful and strong and resilient your badass self is. ⁣Even if you don’t feel like you are any of those things right now, you are... we don’t have to believe something for it to be true.⁣⁣
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Next time your brain tries to lie to you, remind yourself of these truths: your illness is not who you are and it is not your fault. You didn’t ask for this nor do you deserve it. You are not a burden, you are 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 one. You are doing your best and that is 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 enough.⁣ ⁣⁣⁣
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  • Just a little reminder to start your day off: 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭.⁣⁣⁣
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    You are not sick because you “did something wrong”.⁣⁣⁣
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    You are not unwell because you “deserve to feel that way”.⁣⁣⁣
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    You are not ill because you are a “bad person”. ⁣⁣⁣
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    Nothing you said or did or didn’t do/say “caused” your illness.⁣⁣
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    Your illness does not mean you are weak or lesser or unworthy or unlovable or not enough. ⁣⁣⁣
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    It is a battle you wake up and fight every day. You haven’t given up and I’m so f*cking proud of you. Look at how beautiful and strong and resilient your badass self is. ⁣Even if you don’t feel like you are any of those things right now, you are... we don’t have to believe something for it to be true.⁣⁣
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    Next time your brain tries to lie to you, remind yourself of these truths: your illness is not who you are and it is not your fault. You didn’t ask for this nor do you deserve it. You are not a burden, you are 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 one. You are doing your best and that is 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 enough.⁣ ⁣⁣⁣

    ⁣⁣ Go bravely, warriors. ✨

  •  871  31  9 hours ago
  • Some days I wish I could be like a kid and dress up in dress ups!!!!
  • Some days I wish I could be like a kid and dress up in dress ups!!!!

  •  3,431  57  22 February, 2020
  • I think you are all beautiful!
  • I think you are all beautiful!

  •  445  11  25 February, 2020
  • Varorala no todo es para siempre campeón
  • Varorala no todo es para siempre campeón

  •  4,898  6  24 February, 2020
  • Still Not Well. Saw My GP Today, Have To Have Some More Time Of Work & Have Check Up’s Every 2-3 Days. Can’t Handle Being Around Anyone But Want Company At The Same Time. Just Hope I Feel Like Me Soon & Can Work.
  • Still Not Well. Saw My GP Today, Have To Have Some More Time Of Work & Have Check Up’s Every 2-3 Days. Can’t Handle Being Around Anyone But Want Company At The Same Time. Just Hope I Feel Like Me Soon & Can Work.

  •  928  21  24 February, 2020
  • “𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭
𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧
𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞
𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧”
- 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐂𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤
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MEDS UPDATE: Seroquel is 100% not for me. .
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I’ve been taking a small dose of Seroquel along with my bae Aripiprazole and within three days of being on it, I have become a zombie. It is the most bizarre feeling. .
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If you’ve ever dissociated, imagine a mild version of that, and add a little haze to it. That’s what it feels like. All the time. If you’ve never dissociated, then just imagine being a tiny bit stoned with a mild anxiety on to it. That’s also it for me. .
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I can understand how it could work for some people, because it’s not necessarily a terrible thing, but for me? I cannot function like this. This morning when I was headed to work, I seriously wondered if I should be driving because of the way I felt.
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 I think I’m going to go back to trying a combination of tea, melatonin, heavy workouts, and blue-blockers (which is what kind of helped the fist few days before Seroquel) and see if my body just gets used to my bae meds that I actually like while also letting me sleep.
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Insomnia is the worst ☹️🙄😢
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#atx #mentalhealth #bipolar #blogger #bossbabes #atxlife #atxlifestyle #atxliving #atxlocal #austingirls #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthjourney #mentalhealthtips #mentalhealthmonth #bipolarawareness #bipolardisoder #bipolardisorderawareness #bipolarbear #bipolargirls #bloggerstyle #bloggerslife #bloggerslifestyle #bloggerslifestyle #atxblogger #atxbossbabes #bossbabesquad #bossbabesunite #girlbosses #bossbabesunite #girlbossesunite #endthestigma
  • “𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬𝐧’𝐭 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭
    𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧’𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧
    𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞
    𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧”
    - 𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐂𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤
    .
    .
    MEDS UPDATE: Seroquel is 100% not for me. .
    .
    I’ve been taking a small dose of Seroquel along with my bae Aripiprazole and within three days of being on it, I have become a zombie. It is the most bizarre feeling. .
    .
    If you’ve ever dissociated, imagine a mild version of that, and add a little haze to it. That’s what it feels like. All the time. If you’ve never dissociated, then just imagine being a tiny bit stoned with a mild anxiety on to it. That’s also it for me. .
    .
    I can understand how it could work for some people, because it’s not necessarily a terrible thing, but for me? I cannot function like this. This morning when I was headed to work, I seriously wondered if I should be driving because of the way I felt.
    .
    .
    I think I’m going to go back to trying a combination of tea, melatonin, heavy workouts, and blue-blockers (which is what kind of helped the fist few days before Seroquel) and see if my body just gets used to my bae meds that I actually like while also letting me sleep.
    .
    .
    Insomnia is the worst ☹️🙄😢
    .
    .
    .
    .
    #atx #mentalhealth #bipolar #blogger #bossbabes #atxlife #atxlifestyle #atxliving #atxlocal #austingirls #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthjourney #mentalhealthtips #mentalhealthmonth #bipolarawareness #bipolardisoder #bipolardisorderawareness #bipolarbear #bipolargirls #bloggerstyle #bloggerslife #bloggerslifestyle #bloggerslifestyle #atxblogger #atxbossbabes #bossbabesquad #bossbabesunite #girlbosses #bossbabesunite #girlbossesunite #endthestigma

  •  329  36  20 February, 2020
  • Not Sorry
  • Not Sorry

  •  868  15  25 February, 2020
  • Hi my Beautiful Friends !! Please keep me & My son in your prayers !! There are some things in my life I have not shared on my page . But my life is far from perfect like I say . But I seriously need a miracle & something big to change right now in my life. Our lives . I will chat later with you all . I am going into the gym to clear my head !  I see my psychiatrist today hopefully that’s a good appointment but even he can’t help me with all that’s been going on. I have been stuck in a situation for a long time & I don’t know how to get out of it ?? So yes I may be strong in many ways with all I have gone though & overcame. Somedays I really feel weak & scare & overwhelmed & just don’t know what to do ?!? I have a lot of Professionals that have supported me though all this but I literally have been stuck in this situation for a long time & I don’t know how to get out ?? It actually was part of the reason I got so sick years ago ! So even though I don’t want to go into detail at this moment !! Please keep me & My son in your thoughts & prayers for something really good to come our way to help our situation !? Thanks so very Everyone !! Hugs, Prayers and Blessings !! 💖🦋🌹🙏🎶
#miracle , #prayers , #prayer , #miracleshappen , #thoughtsandprayers , #ilovemyson #ilovemysonsomuch , #bipolar ,#bipolarawareness ,#bipolardepression , #ptsd ,#ptsdawareness , #anxiety ,#stopthestigma , #,#massachusetts , #danvers #lawyersofinstagram , #needalawyer
  • Hi my Beautiful Friends !! Please keep me & My son in your prayers !! There are some things in my life I have not shared on my page . But my life is far from perfect like I say . But I seriously need a miracle & something big to change right now in my life. Our lives . I will chat later with you all . I am going into the gym to clear my head ! I see my psychiatrist today hopefully that’s a good appointment but even he can’t help me with all that’s been going on. I have been stuck in a situation for a long time & I don’t know how to get out of it ?? So yes I may be strong in many ways with all I have gone though & overcame. Somedays I really feel weak & scare & overwhelmed & just don’t know what to do ?!? I have a lot of Professionals that have supported me though all this but I literally have been stuck in this situation for a long time & I don’t know how to get out ?? It actually was part of the reason I got so sick years ago ! So even though I don’t want to go into detail at this moment !! Please keep me & My son in your thoughts & prayers for something really good to come our way to help our situation !? Thanks so very Everyone !! Hugs, Prayers and Blessings !! 💖🦋🌹🙏🎶
    #miracle , #prayers , #prayer , #miracleshappen , #thoughtsandprayers , #ilovemyson #ilovemysonsomuch , #bipolar , #bipolarawareness , #bipolardepression , #ptsd ,#ptsdawareness , #anxiety ,#stopthestigma , #,#massachusetts , #danvers #lawyersofinstagram , #needalawyer

  •  147  26  25 February, 2020