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  • "Just love me 'til you don't know how"
  • "Just love me 'til you don't know how"
  •  15  6  20 March, 2019
  • Next question! Favorite holiday??
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To be honest, I really like Halloween. I know a lot of people do but the decorations and the spooky style that comes around is really fun for me. ☺️. What about all of you!? .
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📸: @thelensfantastic
  • Next question! Favorite holiday??
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    To be honest, I really like Halloween. I know a lot of people do but the decorations and the spooky style that comes around is really fun for me. ☺️. What about all of you!? .
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    📸: @thelensfantastic
  •  23  2  20 March, 2019
  • mika and sam
  • mika and sam
  •  11  1  20 March, 2019
  • {TW: Eating Disorders} ⁣
I will preface this weeks posts by saying this is only my personal experience and cannot be used as a guideline to what eating disorders do/don’t look like. ⁣
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By the time I was in my early 20’s my unhealthy relationship with my body and food would blossom into a full blown horrific eating disorder. At this stage in my life I was making music, my life always seemed on display and with that so was my body-outward appearance. While I was completely ignoring my debilitating depression/anxiety, my weight seemed to be something within my realm of control. ⁣
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I started restricting to food to barely anything per day, working out in any of my free moments, drinking booze to numb the migraines caused by malnourishment. The thinner I got, the more attention I got, the more I thought people liked me. When my friends started to show concern and tell me how I was looking “too skinny” I took it as the most glorious compliment instead of concern. ⁣
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Thigh gaps and size 0 pants seemed to be constantly shoved into my face by mainstream media as the body type I should be striving for. So I strived and I strived and I lost weight...but there was always a voice in the back of my head wondering “when will it be enough ?” {to be continued tomorrow) 🖤 #photooftheday #instagay #instagood #witchesofinstagram #witch #goth #inked #piercing #lgbt #queer #musician #tattoo #girlswithtattoos #girlswithink #montreal #canada #whynter #modified #alternative #selfie #tattoolove #tattoosofinstagram #love #girlswithpiercings #inkedgirls #altmodel #twospirit #inkedladies #follow #waybackwednesday
  • {TW: Eating Disorders} ⁣
    I will preface this weeks posts by saying this is only my personal experience and cannot be used as a guideline to what eating disorders do/don’t look like. ⁣

    By the time I was in my early 20’s my unhealthy relationship with my body and food would blossom into a full blown horrific eating disorder. At this stage in my life I was making music, my life always seemed on display and with that so was my body-outward appearance. While I was completely ignoring my debilitating depression/anxiety, my weight seemed to be something within my realm of control. ⁣

    I started restricting to food to barely anything per day, working out in any of my free moments, drinking booze to numb the migraines caused by malnourishment. The thinner I got, the more attention I got, the more I thought people liked me. When my friends started to show concern and tell me how I was looking “too skinny” I took it as the most glorious compliment instead of concern. ⁣

    Thigh gaps and size 0 pants seemed to be constantly shoved into my face by mainstream media as the body type I should be striving for. So I strived and I strived and I lost weight...but there was always a voice in the back of my head wondering “when will it be enough ?” {to be continued tomorrow) 🖤 #photooftheday #instagay #instagood #witchesofinstagram #witch #goth #inked #piercing #lgbt #queer #musician #tattoo #girlswithtattoos #girlswithink #montreal #canada #whynter #modified #alternative #selfie #tattoolove #tattoosofinstagram #love #girlswithpiercings #inkedgirls #altmodel #twospirit #inkedladies #follow #waybackwednesday
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  • Sprung! 🌷💋
  • Sprung! 🌷💋
  •  10  2  20 March, 2019
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  • nada como una rutita dominguera
  • nada como una rutita dominguera
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  • No hay mejor pregunta que una mirada, no hay mejor respuesta que una sonrisa 😉
  • No hay mejor pregunta que una mirada, no hay mejor respuesta que una sonrisa 😉
  •  27  11  16 November, 2016
  • Gran trabajo de @didinob 😉
  • Gran trabajo de @didinob 😉
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